Finding Hope
Hello! How are you? Whoever is reading this, I hope you're doing fine.
It's been a while since I visited this blog (which looks like a Ghost town na nga!).
I do not know if there is still someone out there who visits this blog or someone who accidentally redirected here, but I just want to say thank you for those two (2) flags in the Flag Counter on the side. I appreciate it a lot. 😊
Anyhow carabao, kamusta ang araw mo?
Ako, during these past few months, I've been thinking about school stuff. At literal na gusto kong iuntog ang ulo ko sa pader dahil sa sobrang stress at pagod. Tipong iiyak ka nalang sa sulok dahil di mo na alam kung saan mo itutuon ang atensyon mo. I've been facing the aftermath of being a leader. And I dunno if I can handle it well. During those times, I also had a conflict with some people. And it pains me a lot to the point na halos gabi-gabi ay maiiyak ka nalang bago matulog. I hate to see myself crying because I don't want to cry over a spilled milk. May mga pagkakataon ding gusto kong magsulat. Bumalik sa mga istoryang di ko pa natatapos. Buti pa sa istorya pwedeng i-freeze. Pwede mong i-save as "Draft" at pwedeng balikan. How I wish there will be in real life. Pero hindi, life is a matter of grab now or regret later. Whether you like it or not, that's just how it is.
It's been a while since I visited this blog (which looks like a Ghost town na nga!).
I do not know if there is still someone out there who visits this blog or someone who accidentally redirected here, but I just want to say thank you for those two (2) flags in the Flag Counter on the side. I appreciate it a lot. 😊
Anyhow carabao, kamusta ang araw mo?
Ako, during these past few months, I've been thinking about school stuff. At literal na gusto kong iuntog ang ulo ko sa pader dahil sa sobrang stress at pagod. Tipong iiyak ka nalang sa sulok dahil di mo na alam kung saan mo itutuon ang atensyon mo. I've been facing the aftermath of being a leader. And I dunno if I can handle it well. During those times, I also had a conflict with some people. And it pains me a lot to the point na halos gabi-gabi ay maiiyak ka nalang bago matulog. I hate to see myself crying because I don't want to cry over a spilled milk. May mga pagkakataon ding gusto kong magsulat. Bumalik sa mga istoryang di ko pa natatapos. Buti pa sa istorya pwedeng i-freeze. Pwede mong i-save as "Draft" at pwedeng balikan. How I wish there will be in real life. Pero hindi, life is a matter of grab now or regret later. Whether you like it or not, that's just how it is.
But then, it reminds me that everything works for good. Romans 8:28 says, "And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love Him, who have been called according to his purpose." It helps us to bear in mind that there are no wasted situations in our life. Every bad break, every unfortunate circumstances or wrong decisions - these are not an accidents. Everything under the sun has a purpose.
Hindi ko man maintindihan ngayon ang reasons ni God pero balang araw maiintindihan ko rin (on how every pieces fit perfectly). And God really cares no matter what we feel.
Hindi ko man maintindihan ngayon ang reasons ni God pero balang araw maiintindihan ko rin (on how every pieces fit perfectly). And God really cares no matter what we feel.
Akala ko noon, hindi ako aabot sa stage na ito ng buhay ko. But then, I realized it isn't about me. It isn't about my own strength. Life is not all about you. It is not about your career, your greatest ambitions, your friends or even your family but its all about how God works in your life.We may feel discouraged, weak or beaten by what is happening around us. But His grace restores us every morning to stand up and run the race again.
"...but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not faint." - Isaiah 40:31-girloncactus 🌵
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